My main goal with this journal is to record what I see as I walk down a path I never thought I would walk down. The path to becoming a PUA, ladies man, player, whatever. I felt I needed to make this journal now. I say now, because I need to at least have a start. My plans are to start going downtown to bars in August. I might go more than once a week. However, right now the minimum is once a week. I need to get a little practice before NDK. NDK is just the start for me though. To be honest I am hoping that come NDK 2012... if I am still in this state...I can start looking for a more serious relationship. I stress the word hope. I have no idea if I will accomplish this goal or not. We shall see what I want in a year. Maybe I will just be making notches on my wall right?
Since I feel the need to waste more blog space. Let me talk about some of my metaphors. I borrow a lot from Japanese metaphors, I am an otaku after all. Generally the Japanese use the term "Burning" to describe someone who is passionate. While I do not believe my metaphor is 100% correct. I choose my current name of A Froze Soul, as sort of a play on their metaphor. I lack passion and a zest for life. The whole point of this quest to change is to give me or of a passion and zest for life. So right now I am frozen, cold, lifeless. I admit it, I am not ashamed to admit it either. The first step to recovery is to admit you have a problem right? That is where my naming comes from.
Hopefully this journal will give me the ability to indulge a habit of mine, the habit to over analyze. I will likely come up with some obnoxious system for labeling things... anyway. Now this journal is here. I have no excuses to not start trying come August.
Since I feel the need to waste more blog space. Let me talk about some of my metaphors. I borrow a lot from Japanese metaphors, I am an otaku after all. Generally the Japanese use the term "Burning" to describe someone who is passionate. While I do not believe my metaphor is 100% correct. I choose my current name of A Froze Soul, as sort of a play on their metaphor. I lack passion and a zest for life. The whole point of this quest to change is to give me or of a passion and zest for life. So right now I am frozen, cold, lifeless. I admit it, I am not ashamed to admit it either. The first step to recovery is to admit you have a problem right? That is where my naming comes from.
Hopefully this journal will give me the ability to indulge a habit of mine, the habit to over analyze. I will likely come up with some obnoxious system for labeling things... anyway. Now this journal is here. I have no excuses to not start trying come August.
